"Did and Didn’t"

found this the other night .. one of my all time favorites..

05/11/05

if mother nature doesn’t kill you, then your neighbor will …
inject you with the pill that looks like thought but,
feels empty like it tastes
as silent, as it pokes at the chemical eyes in your brain
going you blind like street lights at 3 am
I did it, I didn’t, I did it, I didn’t, I did it, I didn’t, I did it, I didn’t ..
6 am knows the story better when decisions blink dead stop

still, cold rainy streets let you see deep into anything above
while searching elsewhere in angles for the line that stole your sight.
problems are just baked on things washed off later regardless the container
dissolve into resolve of newer things .. except the trace of how they came to be
did I, I didn’t

confessions wake heavy in comparrison to pale acceptance
I did or I didn’t .. won’t change worlds but perceptions or epitaphs
I did it.

-huey