Tuesday, December 16, 2008

"Things As They Are"

12/16/08
(For N. Amigran Kleeh)

Things as they are before my eyes
Are.
Outside rattles conflict & confuse until interrupted my spirit
To question now..
What else is there to think

What, in beyond, needs seen
To take into consideration...
Snow falls, rain storms, lives.
Maniacal details?

-huey

Sunday, December 14, 2008

"The Christmas Teacher"

12/14/08

Every ornament needs trimmed
& our christmas teacher sees the effort,
The slight enough, to expend to teach a silent night beyond its reach,
Beyond into a light

At least four souls were touched tonight,
Connected...talked or not.

-huey

Sunday, November 30, 2008

"Hand in Hand"

11/30/08

Pendulums swing to the sway of our legs
Dance partners for minds suffering truths
Obvious outcomes of true-hearts
Indigenous intelligence for nothing less than a breath or non-dna

Truth & she is my dance partner, soul-to-soul
Anytime of day
She chooses to tap one of my shoulders

-huey

"Artist Emerges"

11/30/08

Sacrifices of the soul
Somewhat in oversight unnecessary
But needed to see the expressive tendencies of a heart
An energy hiding behind all that's hidden itself
For reasons frighteningly familiar

Every corner turns up another artist
Dressed in output, deafening itself
In defining confidence, the blockade

I step from behind
& my eyes

-huey

Friday, November 28, 2008

"Syd Barrett's Free-Thinking Machine"

11/29/08

So it's not the words,
It's the bouncing sounds, shapes
Of underlying primitive chants
That enhance our language

No one can decipher Syd Barrett
But we can feel our primitive messages
Long lost to translations, lost communi-
cations
Limbs wanting to react, but to deafness & confusion
Poisoned promises to dare not the next move

An ear full turns deaf
From those not speaking toward it
But fills minds & arms
Whom seek another answer weak & strong

Face your preacher to provide your Line of Sight
& listen for your agenda.

-huey

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

"The Christmas Girl"

11/25/08

Waiting, for what was forever,
To see your bright blue eyes,
Manifests, your gift to time,
To treat it well, respecting decision;
Our hope for our peace survived.

Into this world our miracle
Into our lives our baby girl.

-huey

Friday, November 7, 2008

"Perfect Alliance"

11/07/08

Thoughts to paper to voice to control
An alliance of output professionals, ignorant together perfectly
All the apprehension of performance bypassed, overlooked, outdone
A perfect alliance of letting go

Can you let go enough to perform in anonymous perfection?

-huey

Thursday, October 30, 2008

"Ignorant Blossoms"

"For the shock in that little boy's surprise, his father's mind"

10/31/08

There are no words to describe the shock of the story
I heard tonight of the young man that lost his life
Through the ignorance, the arrogance of adults to allow a child handle the force of a clydesdale's kick
In fragile hands meant for praying against violence
That pull that trigger

Everyone dies on this tragedy.

-huey

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

"Dreams, Beliefs & Memories"

10/22/08

one thought over another
vies for a precedence in an album of reality
trust & comfort, the initiative glue seeking adherence
among dreams, beliefs & memories to satisfy a sanity
building an undefined normalcy

what it takes to see the building blocks
exhausts tear ducts to "if" they see them too
or just "get" the building

-huey

"Not Her Fault"

10/21/08

she's smart enough to know where to look into answers,
not opinions for her heart
it's not her fault she's asking

May not get to happen to be and
one line can't be expelled for one moment alone
for fear of stealing time in cover

apprehension, in times of first cognisance,
lowers its head in dark felt empathy
to say only, "fault lies in not saying goodbye."

-huey

"Thoughts of Olivia"

10/18/08

she domesticated human instinct for feline respect
communication on her terms; a head scratch &
don't touch me besides
see me & you know my name
love me & i love you

but i knew the value of human touch
you saw it in my eyes,
my whirly-swirly neck spine
and i can miss you on my own.

-huey

Saturday, October 18, 2008

"A Cautious Tale"

10/17/08

laughter - the tear's nemesis for letting go
slow & loud
my time, my way
while & when i let you in
i tell you my heart in escalation..
my heart, my way

too much love at risk
to believe in & to lose at once
no much laughter can bridge love on earth
& elsewhere's tears to realize loss

-huey

"I Recognized You"

10/17/08

i took a job with public works
pushing away sewage, garbage, collections of refuse
and i recognized you in amongst the crowd of normals
that gather to watch from time to time

wasn't sure of your intention to be seen
accidental or unknown

i missed feeling something at all on seeing you
time moderated our length in separation to,
"have being missed."
and i felt the concurrence
and i recognized looking eyes

and i was nowhere for being found

-huey

Sunday, October 12, 2008

"Whale's Tongue in the Harbor"

10/10/08

orderly waves of energy ebb & angle in the city
disrupted by jagged incidents; rocks, bad souls
an unacceptable harmony;
an orchestra maintained by blue musicians

origins of the streets
now repercussions high above the city.
dealers' tides are turned
though the harmony remains.
fates overseen from within self destructive peers

a whale's tongue extends an open escape on the city's edge
discovered & ignored in unsimilar philosophies
to expedite freedom or maintain a harmony.

-huey

Saturday, September 27, 2008

"Double-Edged Mirrored-Blades of Love"

09/27/08

A swing set away from synchronicity
Languishes admiration in all the madness of love
& promises of winged support for all things in an against

All rites are accessed & accepted
No gates to hearts denied
Relationships fall failed in jeopardy as opposite promises
Are drawn from sheaths to fight not for
But because of spoken valves

Un-owned charges by forces from love
Un-owned in eternity though eternal the bond

-huey

Thursday, September 18, 2008

"Slid"

09/18/08

I've spent myself on so much
That by the time i find Myself
I don't want to be here anymore.

-huey

Monday, September 15, 2008

"If I Go Tonight"

09/15/08

Just under the wire of unexpected appreciation
In a life trying for some outcome
Comes thanks two times
In a memory worth relating counterparts
Of closer understandings

Connections to belong unattached

Tripping over ottomans & calculators
Running logistics of payments & notifications
I overlooked the mainstay of life encircled;
An eye can only see what is put outside the heart.. including fear

What is left behind & safe
Is oversight, ignorance, lack of faith or blindsidedness
The latter I fear has found me just in time

-huey

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

"New Haven Sunsets"

09/10/08

Again the blankets fall upon caskets in our nations colors

Souls taken & mangled, against intentions, removed from the violence,
Yet still lie silent & broken

And again the sun sets Blue over New Haven tonight
Tomorrow morning rising with death weary souls
Fighting for, but have lost their unmendable piece.

-huey

Friday, September 5, 2008

"Chemical Warfare"

09/06/08

For what I know, they tell me, of chemical imbalances
What makeup our minds step into, dressed each definition of, start of today
Renders a pattern; and dynamic at that

A General once skinned a knee
Was once bitten by a bee
Found another way around a bully
Decided to make change--
A child once acknowledged these things in chemical shift
And invoiced their attention for change

Submarine captains fail the lives of their owned ground
When lying down the pen of thought;
Their blue initiative.

-huey

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

"Blindspot"

09/03/08

Whisp...a figure dressed in black
Takes a few steps on today's lawn in daylight not there
Ex-lives living in the blindspot of our perfect visibilities,
Clear, blurred or blind

Look left their motion triggers to see we are not alone
Somewhere, some space they need to roam
Next beside similarities, comfort zones
Where an eyes corridor can glimpse a reminder, less a conversation
So important that bond that we are not alone.

-huey

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

"Sexy News"

08/28/08

But how do we dig out of the stereotype
That makes love with our lives to lust bad news into our souls

When does destruction of other humans shock our normalcy?

When will weathered faces tell the story without leaving an addiction's hunger for a better world in lieu of a fix

When does tell get to the truth?

-huey

Monday, August 25, 2008

"Faith Regardless"

08/26/08

Somewhere
Some points must collide without lines
To rely on for paths
Must take on their own energies,
The leaps of self, to clash
& re-write outcomes

Waiting, waiting to be read
But waiting to be written
Between you & I
Those first interactions that
Seemed to work regardless the pre-cognitive ideals

The faith in ourselves that things
Would workout Because of our input
Not knowing, until now perhaps, that
We agreed along the same lines, paths & sight.

-huey

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

"When Kurtains Fall"

08/21/08

Same small simmering attitudes surface
Upon kurtains falling in the September months of fall
Cold close emotional fixations
Redeem with unprecedent routine
All amongst themselves
To cash in on a coma’s irony of best rest ever

When kurtains fall
They do so on their own right, own governing
Expose what they see fit beyond their physical self
Show only what is seen beyond
React how they wish you to
Essential sight, exacting choreography

Dance partner your mind to accept them as they are
The split, the corridors, the hallways, the escape

-huey

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

"Karibou"

08/20/08

Your eye
Left, me wondering
What I should see to think about you

Your intention for existing
In an un-owned stare

Your nature
For refreshing the fountain of laughter

Your existence
To anyone not to know

unless.

-huey

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

"New York Times"

08/12/08

My friend Brook took me for a ride down by the riverside
She introduced me to her best friend Lyn
and together we started .. together we started
walking in the rain, puddles in the streets, clouds above our heads & times beneath
but we were together .. three together .. two forever

in every shade of gray Lyn could be and withstand her reinvention
cement park structures portray in contrast the passers by in top hats and tails
if you tried, she’d let you see them
walking in the rain, puddles in the streets, clouds above their heads & times beneath
and we were with them .. all together .. two forever

trees in the city streets light-white outlines filtering our views of high-rises
giant steps in city cement sidewalks watching where we go together
chaperoned in the rain, jumping in the puddles, clouds beneath our feet
New York times with Brook & Lyn .. forever together .. two forever

She let the seasons change to further shades of lighter gray between those other two
And walks me to the corner where Raphael’s cab is waiting
holding hands with Brook forever


-huey

Monday, August 4, 2008

"Shark in the Fish Bowl"

08/04/08

Long...slow...intending...sweeps
In his mind he swims in his oceans of thought
While a fish bowl occupies & excludes
All other occupancy's room to swim, space to make a mistake
In his mind, the ocean is well stocked for all to feed
But the fish bowl is where They need to be

Sometimes a shark in your fish bowl is comfort food for success.

-huey

Sunday, July 27, 2008

"Acceptance & Beliefs"

07/27/08

Free falling effortless actions completed
Refreshed souls known among themselves
For nothing less than to be

And harsh realities working towards a goal or more
Toil, and sweat drips slower than intention engines pulsing to somewhere

Drown younger your eyes open,
Let in images that you may see
Effortlessly

Anothers pale blue iris,
One weaker lying down in acceptance of life
Unaware of another's beliefs.

-huey

Friday, July 25, 2008

"LUsers"

07/26/08

Not every spider is a master of inheritance
Every nature counterpart is expect of failure or just above
No one is perfect
But we try

And every try is worthy of failure's acceptance
Of your strategy

-huey

Thursday, July 24, 2008

"Along the Waters Edge"

07/21/08

When thrusting energies in split decision through middled-watters
We predicate the mindset for giving back, as it always has intention besides

Humbled waters cast back gifts given over years, centuries
Along the waters edge

For even heaven's depths must make a mockery of abundance
And place back old souls upon its shores
To be found again, again as treasurous and worthy of another experience

To walk again or be carried away in precious hands.

-huey

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

"What Else Happens?"

07/18/08

What else happens to the streets in your town?
What else happens to asphalt left behind?
What else happens on the streets I daily drive?
What else happens with all those looking eyes?

Thousands of windows looking onto familiar paths you've driven
Each casting reflections an individuals thoughts
Minds looking out onto asphalt
Absorbing nowhere the answers wanted back

You're driving through and over asphalt scenery
Ways to somewhere and from somewhere else
Ways to leave and discover us
But you drive unannounced and leave unaware

You're prolonging their deaths in the multitudes

-huey

Thursday, July 17, 2008

"A Younger Mind in Recursion"

(And the tales they could tell)
07/17/08

Young minds aware of want
Soak up intelligence spilled by older minds
With their blue sponges & bloat

Younger rungs on first climbs
See not themselves as mid-rangers can
To see Themselves and find a pattern;
Recursion---the fortune teller's dream

A moment's chance to see the past
& know themselves as once the future
Recursion
And move forward, ahead, beyond the rungs
And hold the ladder itself

And the climb becomes unimportant upon the last step
Looking down at what was success
Was only ever looking up.

-huey

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

"Visual Trauma"

07/15/08

Your visual trauma
Outweighed the ways you held me
Visual trauma, it saved me in so many ways
It forgave me the hurt I felt in losing you
It exceeded my memories of you exponentially
I grieve not because I was freed
Exponentially

-huey

Sunday, July 13, 2008

"One Down"

07/13/08

Constant reminders
Binders, the wrists
Constant, the thinkings
The memories, the risks

Constantly aware
Eyes open focused
Seeing brightly
What is in front of now

No mistakes are made
Among the choices
Plagued aware
Every other statute
Holding secure
My common denominator

Permanence

-huey

Friday, July 11, 2008

"Dim Bulbs"

07/11/08

Sometimes you have to kill the stallion to inspire the ponies

One horse power
Can't run the business as a whole.
Killing the champ
Ignites gigawatts of sudden effort that was always there.

One frowned-upon whip
Is felt
And races are won

Nor am I a pony

-huey

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

"Morphine Pump"

07/09/08

O'clock news, more bad news, same bad news
I jam on the buttons of my morphine pump
To drown their sorrows from my earshot

Morrison screams of "being down so long"
& I revel in symbiosis
But it's not their kind of down
It's ours
Mine & yours

-huey

"Be TED Today!"

07/09/08

Stop the Internet in its progress
Burn the economy down
Give the bitchers & moaners their due
Cancel your Expressions & Expenses
Tear down your amazon & youtube facades

Down with google & down with yahoo
Move yourSpace back into yourVoice, YourControl
The judge can't make us all talk at once
Like web logs loaded with expected rights of freedom
Stop the Internet
Burn the economy down via calm

-huey

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

"Two Kids"

07/02/08

Two kids they become again
Bickering side swiped into crushes
But older loves seeing the sweeter outcomes of pursuit
Remembrances of what could be,
instill the acceptances of what would be
My parents.

-huey

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

"Complicated"

07/01/08

Left external; heart valve's closest friend
Feels what eyes see upon it...indications of s.o.s.
safe or screaming, of or for help...
Help embraces Safe tonight; valves pump even tone

Contrast never leaves to destroy the construct of involvement
Conflict always resolves to indecision; the construct of abandonment
Somewhere, lost is found in definition in a latter climb
Security screams its full face, footing its value of staying close beside.

I will never be alone.

-huey

Friday, June 27, 2008

"White Horse"

(aka. Okla Home Again)
06/28/08

Oh, what's in your eyes as
You gallop so faster
My eyes nearly lost
With your speed to somewhere

Oh, what's in your heart
That you are running after
What secrets your eyes see
Your mind whispers in rapture

My legs can't carry me
Along next beside you
Nor your wild back the same fate
To ride, ride upon you

Beauty, heart fire, passion alone
Must stay a fore execution
Of knowing your soul

-huey

Thursday, June 26, 2008

"Sincerely Insincere"

06/26/08

Why bother saying how are you
If you won't reply when they tell you
You leave them feeling empty and alone
Hanging out there for an answer

Even flower petals thrown to funeral footsteps
Lend themselves as answers
Void your questions to ever bloom
On one stem smothered smooth with thorns

-huey

Monday, June 23, 2008

"Nite Brite"

06/23/08

The sky stays blue at night
Can't see in the darkened sky
Lightening shows its awesome sight
Blue skies' clouds dressed in a days whites

So they are with us, all the while longer
Makes me feel that much stronger
My eyes can see what yours eyes long to
Listen before thunder to see what had rendered

Leftover lightshows backlight cloud horizons
Perspecting the bolts as bulls to crowds, clouds, spectators
Focused on the energy of the storm
The soul, the ability to see in darkness

An answer properly questioned at least once.

-huey

Monday, June 16, 2008

"Pulling Rugs"

06/16/08

You spilled your chemistry set on my rug
To mistreat the fibers I stand on,
My hovered foundation upon this earth & next

It burns your seeking contradictions into weakened structures
To knock loose the riches of man
For the king of kings, lord of lords
Not Elvis, not Santa Claus, not jesus the man;
An idea unleveed

Pull my rug from beneath my feet
And witness two foot-shaped representatives,
Indicative of my soul
Unwavered, resolved, numb to your magic trick

I walk away,
my soul wavered in resolve of pity, less understanding
Remains to dichotomize.

-huey

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

"Sinking Anchors"

06/11/08

It is of no surprise, the dive
Of sinking anchors, the life
A repeat experience, exponential
Until sea beds change

Worlds forget, the eyes' captures
New visions become worlds, the eye's capture
Uncalcuable experience, swarmed by touch
This change

Lie in wait, the pull from above
Swim back home, sullen steel cold cell
Rusting dreams in their hands, by my pull alone
On underlying chains

-huey

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

"Convictions Corner"

06/04/08

Let me know
When you call Dr. So-n-so
Those that push,
Those that care...
Feel hands upon their backs,
Looking back & further back,
Hopefully see me
Grasping for a shoulder

-huey

Sunday, June 1, 2008

"Night Terrors"

06/01/08

Watch the disintegration,
An exponential slowdown towards a dead stop
Always wrong without the physical evidence
But my life is a crime scene;
A lucid dream without fear

Night terrors of having to wake into
A day's reality of harm
Minds deciding against itself
Unable to see Xor's flux for balance

I'd rather be long asleep than alone

-huey

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

"Burned Patterns"

05/27/08

burned patterns hold the ashes in place
beyond wicked storms to follow
retracing memoric mimics of pics,
photographic memories;

just dust storms
reminiscent of the real hurricanes of love
& romanticism
but burned are the patterns
to avoid

-huey

Sunday, May 25, 2008

"From Inside the Fish Tank"

05/25/08

Out of order stairs profiling peaks, surveys our outcries
While sincerity sees us all for eye-level interviews on floor tiles
Evenly spread, vast equality

Each response helps regain order in staircases
For completing a climb
Exposed step-by-step, looking down
And sometimes looking up for the next move
Decided with sight from underneath.

-huey

Friday, May 23, 2008

"Justice"

05/23/08

Justice is a trade off for the greedy soul;
an unknown sound to a victim.

-huey

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

"Smalldome"

05/22/08

Metaphors are my reality
To understand thought, verbal input, voice, sound;
Pictures secure my sanity

Even feathers have shapes to understand them

-huey

"60"

05/22/08
For KC

Where did my demographic go?
Did they grow up on me..
Leave the times we shared..
Not fare for farewell
Where does that leave us either..
Still growing up or just == apart ===
How so?

My mind still wanders in possibility
Have they given up entirely?
I'm not hearing their voices continually in my headset
No tired voices scratched past patient ears speaking messages
What happened to all these kids?

Where did their hearts fall against society?
How many minds followed the words to understand?
How many fell for themselves and helped no one up?
How many still lien instead of push?

This is the cost of freedom questioning.

-huey

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

"Weep My Willow No More"

05/14/08

The weight upon your shoulders
Absorbing all those memories
We spent as children beneath your
reaching yellow-greens
Our hands reaching the tips of yours

Graceful moves, dancing with Atlantic winds
In endless embrace
Weep, my willow, no more
Peace & child-like memories have mended your tired bones

He held your arms to heart, letting you down
Weep, my willow, no more
For it was men and machine to lay down an idea,
Not will.

-huey

Thursday, May 8, 2008

"Commited Vacation"

05/09/08

One breath in as many before
One last with an objective
To not exhale a "see-saw" fortune for another
But hold onto for eyes to focus
On the last thing that is real around
Eyes closing

Not exhaling is hardly a crime

-huey

Monday, May 5, 2008

"But I Wouldn't Be Here"

Nothing would unchapter my story beyond today
But I wouldn't be Here
To read, write, live, try
I could be unknown, undiscovered, vanished
I could suppress in content

I could be among tree trunks in forests
Look up to their might or down to their strength
I could find what I want to give in a breath
From what I want for someone else
I could find peace in what scholars should already know

To seek among the many what one already has
Is to know what to look for in oneself

-huey

"Eight Belles to Heaven"

05/05/08

Two halos grace your name,
Someone more to believe in
What never to describe again:
Your precious pride, of knowing
All of Now ... and All of Then

Hearts gallops fell to your side
Tears welled and thoughts grew beyond
The rise & fail of your lungs
You

-huey

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

"An Extra Season"

04/29/08

A mind blows past hearts lined up against a familiar wall
Eyes looking into eyes trading memories of warnings
Shadows lonelier now than ever before for one so close
Time now owns an extra season to its memory for you

Burden more than want extends the seasons of distinct
Your presence roots itself in proximity of other's ground
Your self-destruction only wounds
Leaving your roots to deliver constant reminders of the pain of that absence

An extra season waits your reawakening

-huey

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

"An Eye's Eye View"

04/22/08

Not enough angle can twist past the view finder
To find the angle from an eye's eye view
Not enough mind can wrap round sight to interpret the thought that escapes as it writes
Lost love letters to itself of not watching closer
The signs without signatures signing off with responsibility

Irony serving dinners to losers lamenting losses they knew where coming
And unsuspecting victims...served in irony

-huey

"Mistaken Proximity"

04/22/08

The Magic of life ends as soon as it begins
It's responsibility to deliver, has accomplished its goal
Mistaken your proximity to personal ideas of promise
Stagnates your seeming journey
Moving you through life's episodes
To become frustrated with cold outcomes
As 40 years have taken place in chapter one
Of your greatest role in a novel called,
"The Life of [Your Name Here]"

All journey's require travel of some sort
All travel's intended require effort
All effort is rewarded in some way;
Some with more questions, some requiring more effort
But all journey's traversed with effort
Turn pages, advance chapters with your hand in control.

-huey

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

"Romischer Clown"

04/15/08

Inside out of your clown car "America"
You pull wool handkerchiefs called "lies" over & throughout your mind to no end
In disbelief they believe and their lies your magic

America tires of old world traditions
Residing in old worlds kept "to itself"
Not to share, express, deny or condemn stricken beliefs

All the security of man ensures only limited possibilities
Of one greater than your ego...
Reinforced lines upon your face.

-huey

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

"Knocking Monkies"

04/09/08

Primate babies born into privilege as any human
We bond & pair up throughout our lives
Some just cousins or acquaintances
But so often siblings or lovers
Strong bonds, fists dug deeper than handshakes into our shoulders

Every animal is unpredictable in domestication
Locking eyes, turning neck muscles inward
Warping quiet memories with anchors to a thought process,
Eyes speak captive now instead of interpreting your gestures

Depths of understanding climbing tree-like branches
Prepare me for the horror to face unlikabilities of victory for this mind wrestle

And thought-out words, constitutional ink prevails
Knocking my heaviest monkey from my shoulders to its feet
& we stare in eye contact to decide mutually
We cannot domesticate this union

I win...someone else may lose to the grip.

-huey

Monday, April 7, 2008

"The Perks of a Video Game Life"

04/07/08

Extra lives, power paks, extensibilities
Not included in the original version
Try to succeed and life has its perks such as a video game
As any player learns...then knows to expect
Rightly so

Try...fail...learn...try and see that paths blocked
Are merely paths not yet seen
Apprehension is only anticipation of success
To see Over blockades
If not to face them.

-huey

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

"A War Is Over"

04/02/08

For the last five years
I wrote words like prescriptions
Consumed meaning & understanding
In place of Their drugs
To uncover & discover a final path
To freedom of the mind
Avoiding, covering over in blankets of
"It is what it is"
A dangerous stay of mind
One that does not learn and grow

-huey

Friday, March 28, 2008

"Permanent Revisions"

03/28/08

With the last chapter written
Words in stone, inked decisions
Conclusions disassemble themselves before your pen
Because "why" is a deceptive and unreliable friend

Though your heart's to blame, your eyes for crying
As well it is for allowing them to see
The evidence for permanent revisions
A few words on a page

Nature has authored most of your novel
Leaving life & individuality to pen the rest
Learn, grow, re-position yourself in humanity's library
Complete yourself.

-huey

"Streets"

03/24/08

Love is a whore
And woman its pimp.

-huey

"It Was Almost"

03/20/08

Situated scent
I know this, but...
It was almost there
So close..I wanted to close those eyes

There it is as it gets to be
I can't see it, but so close
Towards my eyes
My brain longs to say hello

-huey

Saturday, March 22, 2008

"Second Language: I"

03/22/08
(for jimi hendrix)

Duality
Flesh & steel vocal cords
Pumped, pushed with intent
Paints the mind in possibilities
Uncontrollable in a most controlled state of mind

Widowed cries wail &
Cascading notes fall gently
Expressions weep
What haven't we learned for the artist?

-huey

Friday, March 21, 2008

"A Journey for A Journey"

03/21/08

It took me so long to get to this point
That I can't just tell you about what's going on
Your eyes master needs to devour my lifetime of path
And arrive with an open self
For my explanation
To satisfy your question

It is truly time and patience..not arrogance that has you wait;
Your ears to resonate with an even tone;
To synchronize

Only then we can talk.

-huey

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

"Truth vs. Impression Wars"

03/19/08

Taking Your time to relive, recite
The memory of a young man bonded to your soul
Takes tolls on ears fighting to cross
that bridge that didn't belong
And has long since closed
For memory's sake

Truth has a way of telling faces.

Battles of understandings, wars lost, fights..
Confusion ultimately let's one see the truth you had.

-huey

Saturday, March 15, 2008

"Shape Charge"

03/15/08

Honesty slaps my face in truth
I love her
There is truth in her vocal cords
There is sight in my eyes
And traffic in our future I can believe

Slower visions past before
But..anchors weigh so heavy
The pull on our realization of their reality

I want..so bad to understand life's shortcommings..
But..
Monuments lament for everyday lovers to understand a basic understanding
And sometimes fate stares you in the face,
Shuts you out & says no.

-huey

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

"Pilot Light"

03/12/08

Aged eyes gaze upon
A lost and found past
A most complicated memory
So long spirited & now reality

Two tall trees, tiny spirits, eyes rest upon
Wavy blonde hair of their brother lost
To their childhood sixty-six years ago

Three souls recover.

-huey

Thursday, March 6, 2008

"More Often Mine "

03/06/08

The right notch falls into place
Auditory,
Visual,
I feel safe at home
I feel normal

I know the shapes, as safe
Then involved,...connecting
Following..understood

Here I can follow harmonics
Hear I can feel a part of the feeling
A part..not an interpreter.

-huey

"warm Tears"

03/06/08

True love warms the tears on your face
The True thought of losing some one.
One.

-huey

Monday, March 3, 2008

"An Act for Caring"

03/03/08
(for KD)

Even an act for caring
Sheds some act for sight
Some, at least one eye, can
Take notice of change

It can see a difference
Enough to pay notice & take
Away some sight

And at least in the other
Confer
An act for caring
Is worth another,
Look

-huey

Friday, February 29, 2008

"September too is Mine"

02/28/08
(For PJ)

I didn't realize again until tonight
What September means to me

Sophomore in ten years
My grandfather's end
Unpredicted in September remembered
Confusion climbed the stairs you will in eventual life.

The same, your soles will touch,
These steps in time,
I tried to explain in adult-terms
My grandfather died..

Myself, I never got to believe
What it was to let go
Without closing my eyes in Septembers

-huey

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

"September Too is Mine"

02/28/08
for Peter John

I didn't realize again until tonight
What September means to me

Sophomore in ten years
My grandfather's end
Unexpected in September remembered
Confusion climed the stairs you will in eventual life.

The same, your soles will touch, these steps in time I tried to explain in adult-terms my grandfather died..
Myself, I never got to believe
What it was to let go without closing my eyes.

-huey

"Getting Around"

02/27/08

Getting around in myself
Pushing cartfulls of words
describing other words
Explaining explanations of groups
of words: feelings
Insights, outcries.

Just speak,
And I will be no poet,
I will be free
Of myself.

-huey

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

"Tend To"

02/20/08
For Jimi Hendrix

Elasticity to otherwise bone
Mind control...ing either of them..
Tendonocity into harmony

Tall skeleton dressed in sloppy red..
Left-handed miracle moving jointed decisions in harmony

Wind makers pushing vocals, into hearts
In though minds' eyes starring vocal,
Visual the Soul receptive

So simple the mind's melody, to play
My hand to sweep these strings...
So free my tendons release their expression
My mind concerns my soul,
Not to breathe..

-huey

Friday, February 15, 2008

"Imploding"

02/16/08

Death, birth
Dying alive and seeing that answer
When you were a kid getting stung by yellow jackets; turmoil
Now it makes sense,
But then it was just a confusing circumstance
Complicated with pin-pricks

Everytime, all-ways
Routine patterns contradict irony for face
And mirrors lie dormant, and with will;
That thought hurts the most;
For eyes that can see most of all..
Choose not.

-huey

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

"The Steps it Takes to See"

02/05/08

Not all of them tonight,
But basement baseboards at an eye's level
Predict the flight may taken
What it takes within to see
A final complication;
Horrifying to those, but abstract Understanding.

Life won't let you take two steps at a time
Evident in your reaction time
Yet life displays and death is your main concern
And where lies conflict but with intent.

The artist struggles, claws, scrapes, grabs
The alternate pulls on the side of gravity
And wins every time
In the physical world.

-huey

Friday, February 1, 2008

"More-everso Separation"

02/02/08
(for KD)

For all my life,
Communication articulated my existance
In efforts to make me whole.
Build connections, pull me in,
Keep me from a grave;
My effort to stay.

Souls get sucked in, close
Noticed & necessary; anchors.
Constant references to hold me in place
Here;
I think they're called friends.

And to let go, within when
Your interpretation of life,
within your heart
I would let go your hand.

-huey

Friday, January 25, 2008

"Four Fins"

01/25/08

In any inspiration you express of me
You've already inspired me to continue on my insistent path.
Souls that don't see my words don't deter
As it is the soul that does
That opens ventricles to know we're not alone.
No two the same, but at least similar
And so genuine happiness..
For both paths to re-begin

-huey

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

"Right here where You are"

01/24/08
(For LR)

Resolve we stand your friends
We say goodbye and lie to our brains
We let you go and we will miss you nothing more..

-huey

"Trapeze"

01/23/08

Intensities to connect
Drown resolved in completeness
It is all that I can breath
Then all that I can see again
Invoked in me is the expectation
Your hands touching mine
The grasping, the clench
The knowing it's over, the sigh.

-huey

"Laid to Waste"

01/23/08

Laid to waste
The fracture
The sight
The eyes
The realization
A slap on the back
For a job well done
The inferno
Before our eyes
We're all apart of this
We are all in the same decision

Laid to rest
Our conviction
Comprehension
Expectation
Acceptance
Our love
Chances
Existance

Statues lament,
We cry.

-huey

Friday, January 18, 2008

"The Guessing Game"

01/18/08

Despair and its two-brother fists jack you up against an available wall
But my eyes are staring into yours,
It's my heart crunching cells to understand your thoughts, your constable

I don't know your heart,
but my mine does as it sees in tried effort
To scoff and eat the resonated response and spit ink on paper, if only to try to understand you.

I can only make you dance in ink as your impressions allow me to interpret your silence.

-huey

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

"Blades vs. Brushes"

01/14/08

sometimes;
the eye of the beholder
is that of the artist
picking up the comments you've bled behind.

sometimes;
a majority of opinion
is foundationally weak
to many re-designs supplying an original idea,
forces unrest to creep.

sometimes;
we should outright fight
in the streets, in the open
faces in eyes, but stares.. conviction.

sometimes;
we should speak.

-huey

Saturday, January 12, 2008

"When Life Resets"

01/11/08

all philosophy escapes on boats, pontoons, rafts, etc…
when eyes reset life upon now
within windows; more so outward

all the fantastic ideas & dreams erase
when real eyes see real life on real streets through real windows

alone finds it’s own personality,
away from work; it’s job
itself

-huey

Friday, January 11, 2008

"BLUEPRINT"

01/10/08

day in, day out
head to the pavement listening, learning
understanding the understatements,
non-payment lessons, of life
grown’ve .. I grow.

it’s not mine to mock or mind another’s journey,
yet my windows help to see misminded paths to avoid;
worn out shoes, worn out in desperation for despair.
worn in shoes, worn in comfort, hardly warned.

worn in, my soul is, through its thin substance,
worn out and able to see myself for outer soul;
and I see that I’ve hurt the most inner existence of G-d
within myself
and I know that without

-Huey

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

"Scrutiny"

01/01/08

Under the scrutiny of a new year
Touches an eyes surface to
The palm of a print

Vowes are exchanged as to
The promises of a new beginings
A new begining
Where the past echoes & forwards dreams, promises
Of similar promises--

January devours December
And its children.

-huey

"New Year, Same News"

01/01/08

The joke is on you
The celebratory video
Capsized beneath with deadline news
Of numbers in Iraq

We welcome in the new year
The news is just the same
A naked contradiction.

-huey